So, every year I've been here, the Tour du Canton happens. Every year I say that I want to run one part, just to say that I did it. You know, really got the cultural experience of being in Neuch and all. Finally, last night, I worked up the courage to do it. Regardless, it was my last chance.The Tour du Canton is a 6 part race. Each race is approximately 10km. Each stage of the race is in a different town in the Canton of Neuchatel. (There's a town of Neuchatel in the Canton of Neuchatel.) The last stage would be held in the town of Neuchatel and of course that made it even more tempting to just do the last part of the race. The indimidating part about doing this leg is that it's one of the longest, and it's one of the the hilliest. (You can find out more info about each stage of the race on the website.)
Oh, and I hate running in general, so 10km worth would be torture. I haven't done physical activity since January, and my endurance has always been pretty shoddy, so of course I was stressing out over the potential of actually doing the race. I do have in my favour, that I have that little walk up/downhill from the bus stop which has built up a certain tolerance for annoying terrain.
Anyway, I got the courage to join the race, and I was freaking out the whole time leading up to it. My stomach was in knots the whole day. IT's not like I'd trained a little bit beforehand, as of course I'd been thinking about doing the race for months now. Well, I did try once. I went jogging one afternoon just to see how long I could last. I think I went about 10minutes before I stopped. It was part endurance, part pain, part...boredom. I don't have an i-pod, so I have to sing to myself (which I do try to do - but it doesn't seem to help). The scenery isn't too exciting, because I see it everyday (not to say that it isn't beautiful), and it goes by too slowly. Seeing as how an "average" runner finished in 1h20min, I told myself that I would never be able to do it, and promptly gave up on my dream.
Until a couple days ago. I knew this was my last chance.
So yeah, now I'm signing up for the race, I'm wearing sweats and a tank top. I see many short running shorts and fancy gear. I don't even have my boing-boing shox to help me run. They're in Canada covering my lifetime warranty (ha ha ha) so I'm left with these ugly sneaks which were part of this team that I was associated to a couple years ago. My best memory of the sneakers was that they went to Romania with me and still have cement splatter on them. The team part, I try to block out of my memory.
There are LOTS of people. It's intimidating and exciting. We herd into the starting area. The race starts, and I look forward and there are hundreds of people out there. All running. It was crazy-cool!
It was like on tv. People were standing on the side, cheering EVERYONE on. What a great atmosphere.
We ran around the streets that I know like the back of my hand and all of a sudden I realized that we're turning on a street that goes straight up. Pain is setting in and I think we've only run for 2 mins. Okay, maybe 5 tops. Some people are already starting to walk. I keep going for a little while until it gets really steep and then I'm walking. People are passing me. I feel sucky. Whatever, I keep going for awhile. I feel like death. I can't bring my body to start running again. It's been uphill for a long time and I know we're only getting into an area that's even more steep. I'm in pain, and I'm tired already. A sign is coming into sight. I've only run one kilometre. I'll never make it.
We're into the forest. I'm still walking, people are still passing me and then all of a sudden it's bottleneck central and everyone's walking because it's so steep and slippery in the forest. That was nice. I was catching my breath, passing some people because I've gotten so good at walking uphill so quickly.
People are scattered along the sides cheering us on. That was my favorite thing. It wasn't crowds of people, but every so often there would be some people. People there, just to give us that boost of energy. It was really nice. They were encouraging, telling us what kind of terrain was coming up (that was great). I would chat with a couple as I passed...they made me happy.
2km in and I've got a painful cramp in my side. I can't stop walking though. I try to stretch it out. Someone passes and suggests how to get rid of it. It finally goes away. This race is never going to end. I don't look at my watch. I don't want to be discouraged.
3 or 4 km in it gets flat, I'm running again and somehow I don't hurt anymore. Kilometres pass and somehow I'm still running. I STILL RUNNING. I'm almost in shock.
It seems that my body needs me to walk up hills. That's okay. I'm pretty fast at walking. And it gives me time to run everything else.
Water break in the middle. My mouth was getting pretty dry. It was like you see on tv. Plastic cups littered the forest. I'm sure they cleaned it up promptly. It's Swiss and all.
Downhill was nice. I felt like I was leaping.
There was painful parts, no doubt, but seeing the numbers get smaller (they told us how many km left) was encouraging. As were the people. I'll never forget the people. I don't remember their faces. But I remember their words. I remember their smiles. I remember understanding their French, even though my mind was stressed.
Finally, 3km to go and I can finally see out of the forest. I can see the Maladiere stadium below. The end is near. It's not far away...if you go straight towards it. The next 1.5km sucked. Too many zigzags to prolong the torture. I was running by myself the whole time. Seeing the same sort of people every so often. I was pretty sure I was near the back. I know I was. I wouldn't look at my watch.
At 1km to go, I know the end is near. I'm picking up speed, I know how close I am to the finish line. And then we zig-zag some more. Hills. Torture. Pain. More detours. They stop traffic for us, which is fun. It's like on TV! I could be on TV!
I'm so close the finish line. I see people who have already finished. They've finished a long time ago, because when I was still stuck in the middle of the forest, feeling horrible, I already heard the cheers and the music. And I was still in the middle of nowhere. Some people are there cheering me on. That was nice.
And then I'm into the stadium. I think the finish line will be right there...but it's not. I hated that. I thought my body would will itself on, enouraged by the sight of the finish line in the distance. No luck, I wanted to stop. I wanted to stop so badly. There was a steep uphill all of sudden going into the stadium and I ran it. I ran it because I thought the end was near. They fooled me and my body hurt because of it. The first part in the stadium hurt. It hurt so much...but 10m from the end I could see it. I ran faster. I heard the beep. I was done. Someone told me something about 1h23m. That sounded pretty good. But I was done. I'd actually finished the race. I didn't run the whole thing, but I actually finished the race. I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE RACE. Water and snacks were given out. Yummy.
Flash to today. Not as much pain as I thought. Maybe it's becasue I had a L'Occitane Verbena bath last night. Maybe because I walked more than I should have. Darn it. Why do I regret it? I don't. I swear I don't. Okay, I do, but that's only because it's my personality - but trust me, it actually doesn't bother me that much. I check my results on the website. Feel free to look me up. I officially finished in 1:17.16,7. That's really good! At least I think so. And I came 50th in my group! That seems good right? Other people I know finished a lot worse in their group...but with better times than me. I figure they were running with h-core people. I was happy happy happy with my results...until I did more research. Darn my thoroughness. There were only 54 poeple in my category. I almost came last. I don't care. I swear I don't. Okay, I do - but again, personality, blah, blah, blah. I wish they had rankings in general. I would hope that that would make me feel a little bit better about myself. I shouldn't care. I was so pumped with 1:17.16,7. I have to remember that.
I mean, I hate running. I never run. I finished running a big race. I'm proud of myself.
- picture courtesy of www.sportplus.ch