One fault of mine is that I'm incredibly indecisive. This coupled with my obsession to analyze, predict, control, plan...(I need a thesaurus) makes for some bipolar moments.
So yesterday I was having another bipolar day. Having to evaluate a peer is always tough, especially when you get negative vibes from them and really are just trying to do your job and be constructive especially in a field that I'm so incredible passionate about. Then I just spent the afternoon getting absolutely nothing accomplished. I even went to the mall to try to cheer myself up (well, actually to buy something that had to be bought for school purposes) and didn't even feel like being girly and shopping. Since sale season is over, there was no extra incentive. Of course factor in that my mind was racing about this and that and what I want to do in life and how I'm going to get there. It was shaping up to be a pretty blah day.
Meeting up with friends always makes me feel better, especially when it involves good conversation and yummy food, the day was starting to get better.
When someone who you haven't heard from in a year calls from their car saying that they're coming to the city for a couple hours and would love to catch up - you know, it's pretty special. Sure, I missed a chance to go skating again, but I can also think of it as if I hadn't made a tough decision, I would have been skating for sure and wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet up. And also, if I wasn't addicted to internet TV show streaming, I would have missed his call and missed out entirely. Everything happens for a reason. Everything in life is perfect. It was such a nice evening.
Anyway, friends are everything. People make all the difference in turning a day from gross to good. See, I did come back to Toronto for all the right reasons.
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