Thursday, March 27, 2008

Spring Awakening

Another day, another musical!
I picked this one only because it won the 2007 Tony Award for Best Musical. I wanted to see what the big fuss was about and get a feel for what the Tony's reward.
Spring Awakening is a musical based on the play by Frank Wedekind. A play so controversial at the time that it was banned from being performed. Set in a provincial German town in the 1890s, the musical shows the lives of a group of adolescents who, as the time dictates, live a sheltered life. As one individual takes it upon himself to learn more about life and the world around them issues that youth face no matter the time and place. I don't want to tell you too much more about the struggles that they have or else I'd be giving it all away.
Even though it wasn't your typical feel-good musical, I really enjoyed it. It dealt with serious issues, but the musical numbers were fantastic. The cast was incredible. Whoever did the casting did a great job. It was so fun to see the characters really come alive - the musical numbers really helped in that regard. The staging, the lighting, the set - everything was so appropriate to the type of show that it was. You wouldn't think that tube fluorescent lights would be effective, but it really was amazing. I was sitting at the front of the balcony - really really good seats, but due to the intimate nature of the show, I would recommend that you get orchestra seats to this show - unless they're at the very back or something, than maybe balcony would be better. There are also seats onstage as well, which put you right in the middle of the action. Speaking of action (bad segway), if you're uncomfortable with nudity and PDA, then maybe this isn't the best show for you. Again, really serious issues, so don't expect to go home feeling good about life. Maybe you will, because the show was so well done, but it makes you think.
I think I read somewhere that they're putting on a production in Toronto, although I forget where I read that so I could be completely making this fact up. I don't know if it'll be as good as the Broadway version, so if you can, get out to NY to see the show. The Tony Awards did a good job.

- picture courtesy of www.springawakening.com

Curtains

I love musicals. LOVE them. So, of course while I was in New York, I wanted to take in all that Broadway had to offer. I ended up seeing three different shows, the first being Curtains.
I hardly knew anything about this show other than it was staring David Hyde Pierce and that it had gotten rave reviews. Rave reviews and fun times...I'm there!
Curtains is about a new musical which unfortunately has a horrible leading lady. Luckily the leading lady is mysteriously murdered and the cast reels from shock and relief. David Hyde Pierce plays a detective investigating the murder with a not-so-secret obsession with all thing musical. As the investigation continues the cast of the new musical rework their numbers to create an even bigger and better production for their next showing. More murders and hilarity ensues...
The theatre was packed and I have to admit that I sort of wished there were little tubs of ice cream at intermission like in London, but I had a great time. I laughed a lot that night, and you know what, I needed it. I've had so much going on and all good things and stuff that I love, but I have been running myself ragged.
Anyway, back to the musical - if you want a funny, feel good show Curtains may be the one for you. Only thing you'll have to go before the end of June because Curtains is closing!

- picture courtesy of www.curtainsthemusical.com

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I guess we're at that time in our lives

So another one of my friends got engaged.
Sigh.
No, I'm not one of those people obsessed with settling down and freaking out because "time is ticking", so I'm fine.
It's just funny that everyone's getting engaged.
Engagement stories are the best though. I don't think I've heard one that doesn't make me laugh out loud. There's always some sort of twist that threatens to ruin big plans.
Congratulations to everyone who's got a fiance!

Pictures are a go!

Thanks to two Mac-loving men, I have figured out how to transfer the pictures on my digital camera to my Macbook!
Turns out my super-huge memory card was holding onto pictures all the way back to September 10th, 2007 - that's a lot of exciting stuff!

It still tastes good

I had this grand idea that I was going to make a ginger-carrot soup. I'm not a cookbook person, so I just kind of put a bunch of ingredients into a pot hoping for the best. The only problem is that I don't have a blender. I thought that this mixing device I was given for Christmas would be strong enough, but I didn't think about the fact that it just mixes and doesn't blend. Oops. So basically, I've got mushed up ingredients in a pot. But it does taste very very good. Not quite smooth enough to be a gourmet soup, but still quite tasty. I like the sweetness of the carrots and the ginger, well, because I love ginger.

Putting my trust in Canada Post

I just sent away the best passport in the world. I hope it comes back to me.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Dreams

My dreams seem pretty vivid. Many lucid ones too.
If I wake up immediately afterwards, I remember a lot about them and there's always some kind of emotion attached to it.
But then, later in the day or even later in the morning when I wake up for real, I don't remember any details about my dreams, which is too bad, because most of the time I like my dreams. They're interesting.
I know there's a whole lot of literature out there about why people don't remember their dreams, but I'm sure that my brain is so selective, it just knows that what happened in my dreams aren't important in the grand scheme of things and my brain is saving room for all the other more important things in my life. I tend to be really good at forgetting things that aren't relevant - even if it just happened a minute ago. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not.
Anyway, I just remembered a dream I had. I think it was last night, but I can't be sure.
I was in Paris and got my hair cut. It was a bob with really really short angular bangs. I freaked out.
I also know that what you dream about is often related to events during the previous day or thoughts that may be running through your head just before falling asleep. This one links pretty well. Someone asked me if I had gotten a haircut that day. I have been thinking about getting my hair cut for awhile. I noticed recently that my hair has grown out to a length that I usually like. For the past three years I got my hair cut in Paris. I am making plans to return to Paris soon. It's all related.

Ugh

I have a bazillion (slight exaggeration) pictures sitting on my digital camera. I finally hooked it up to my Macbook, only to find that the program that came with my camera is not compatible with Macs and that my computer doesn't register that a camera is connected to it. That sucks.
I still have an ancient Dell laptop at my disposal - I actually use it to print things because my printer is very old school and I'd have to buy a new cable to hook it up to the Macbook (the cable is not USB - it's the nice old with a bunch of holes and screws in each side to secure it). The printer still works, so why bother changing it? Yes, I could have gotten a free printer with purchase of my Macbook and I actually did take it, but then I returned it because I was too lazy to deal with the mail-in rebate and too lazy to look into where I could donate the extra printer. Actually, I vaguely looked online to some places that I wanted to donate it to, but their websites weren't very helpful and I didn't take the initiative to call them.
Anyway, that still leaves me with a bunch of photos on my camera. Ugh. How annoying.

Sex and the City moments

I'm slowly going to write about my trip to NY city. Well, Manhattan really. With a smidge of Brooklyn too.
Anyway, this one's going to be short.
I'm not a Sex and the City fanatic, but I do enjoy watching an episode here and there. It's fun, it's mindless and of course there's the fashion involved. I guess back in the day when I watched the show, my fashion eye wasn't as fine tuned and it didn't really make much of an impact on me.
So, while in New York, I happened to experience a couple Sex and the City moments, not counting all of the shopping experiences - I feel like that's a whole post in itself.
One night, we dined at Sea Restaurant in Brooklyn. After nights of jumping from restaurant to restaurant to avoid waiting in lines (Manhattanites seem to eat out all the time and I think waiting in line is something that they just assume to happen. It doesn't seem to faze them even if it's really cold outside and the line is snaked around the block and they are completely inappropriately dressed for the elements), we should have just made reservations, but our unscheduled days of crazy activities made it easier for us to just show up whenever we got hungry or had time to eat. We thought by arriving at 7pm, we'd be on the early part of the dinner rush, so we wouldn't have to wait around as long - and we still didn't get seated for 2 hours.
The wait went by rather quickly. The waiting area was packed and people were waiting outside as well. After a little walk around the neighbourhood, we headed back to the restaurant and were lucky enough to find seats (tired feet from a full day of walking!). The DJ kept everyone's toes tapping - I felt like I was in my stereotype of a trendy New York nightclub/eatery. Given the number of people waiting for tables, I guess that makes sense. Fashionable wait staff came around to take drink orders and it was kind of nice to have a long block of time just to chat. When our number was finally displayed on the convenient LCD screen, we were taken to a table on the edge of the pond in the middle of the restaurant. A large Buddha stared down as us. Very chic. The lighting was as it should be and there was quite a lot of seating in the restaurant. I think five "Happy Birthday" songs were sung while we were there and on our way out, there were still crowds waiting inside and out. The food itself was decent. It specializes in Thai cuisine, but it found my pad thai to be quite generic. Not too much flavour, but not necessarily bland. Very similar to any one of the generic Asian fusion or whatever you call it places in Toronto. For such a trendy place, I was surprised at how reasonable the prices were. They were cheap. Soups and appetizers for $4 to $6. Mains from $9 to 14. I was very impressed. If this restaurant existed in Toronto they would have jacked up the prices just because of the name and the trendy factor. Oh the Sex and the City link - it was featured as the trendy vegan restaurant "Raw" in the final season.
401 Bleecker Street was the location of the next Sex and the City moment. Magnolia Bakery also had a long line snaking out of the door which consisted of tourists and locals alike. The line moved very quickly and the bakery itself is a well oiled machine. Pretty pastel butter cream iced vanilla and chocolate cupcakes are put out just before the previous batch has
run out. Those waiting in line peer through the window to see which cupcakes have been snatched up praying that their favorite colour will still be left when they get to the front of the line. The cupcakes are so good. I think I got a cavity with my first bite. Yummy. I like when things taste as good as they look.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Start spreading the news...

I'm going to New York tomorrow! Can't wait!

Improv everywhere

I love everything about this group.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

A great time at the ballet

Went to the ballet again. Did I mention the DanceBreak program last time? If not, it's fantastic. Unless there's a big group of people going (or you're too old to participate) it's great deal because there are usually some good seats available. Today's show of 24 Preludes, Soldiers' Mass and Rooster was no exception. It actually had really good availability. I'm not sure why. Maybe because it's not a famous, classical, full-length ballet, so the crowd who usually orders tickets in advance aren't as keen.
They lost out. The programme was AMAZING.
Every year, the National Ballet does a set of shorter pieces in the winter season and this was this year's version.
24 Preludes is a piece created by a Canadian choreographer and set to Chopin's 24 Prelude. Chopin is one of my composers. I love those preludes. As I sat there, listening to the solo piano playing, I was taken back to undergrad and the best course that I ever took. It was a music course dedicated to Chopin's piano works. Dr. John Burges would sit at the grand piano in from of his 8 students (I was the only non-music major) and each week he'd pick a different set to play. One week, nocturnes. Another, waltzes. Then, etudes (LOVED THIS ONE!!). Concerti, preludes, polonaises, mazurkas...everything. He would play everything from memory/by ear. Sometimes he'd start in the wrong key, but those without perfect pitch would have no idea because he'd just play the whole piece transposed. We only knew, because he told us he'd forgotten which key the piece was in. It was IN-credible. I have an urge to find his e-mail address and the contact info for my piano teacher in undergrad and tell them how much of a difference they made in my life. People like to hear those things right? Back to the ballet. So this piece, or set of smaller pieces I should say were the most incredible interpretations of the music that I can imagine. Creating characters, ideas...the concept, the feeling of the preludes. I just couldn't believe it. I can't even say how much I loved this ballet.
Soldiers' Mass was somber. A chorus serenaded us as the group of male dancers interpreted the piece. It was well done as well, but I wasn't as touched by it. The beginning and ending were great, but I thought the middle lagged a bit. Jiri Kylian choreographed the piece...since everything's all about about linking, he choreographed the contemporary pieces at the Prix de Lausanne when I was there.
The third and final piece of the show was Rooster. A collection of shorter pieces set to music by the Rolling Stones - another fantastic piece. Aleksandar Antonikevic as the Rooster Man...OMG, spectacular. Those men pulled off the rooster walk so effectively, I couldn't believe it. I guess the fun fitted jackets, tailored shirts and ties helped the cause too. Yum. So, so SO much fun. Just like the Preludes, each song was interpreted differently, creating different moods and themes. Sigh. Love it.

So please, do yourself a favour, go see this show. It's only playing until the 16th and c'mon, if you're between 16 and 29, I don't see how you could spend $20 any better.

Another fantastic thing: the assistant conductor with the National Ballet and the Canadian Opera Company is Judith Yan. The accompanist at my ballet school back in the day. WAY back in the day. Congratulations to her!

Friday, March 07, 2008

Refresh your memory

Another trip down memory lane and a chance to boost your science IQ. Fantastic.

My bad

I've neglected this blog, as per usual. Sorry.
What's happened in the last month?
Normal life I suppose. Busy of course, but I love it.

I've been really sick twice this season. REALLY sick. I vaguely thought that I had bronchitis, but never got around to seeing a doctor. The cough was bad. The fatigue was probably worse. They both came out of the blue...I didn't do anything that made me get sick (which usually happens) and I didn't necessarily go through the long process of starting to get sick and feeling all of the different symptoms. All of a sudden I was out. Completely out. I just tried to go through with all of my commitments and at any chance I got, I slept. It just lingered though. I couldn't shake it. The baths (I'm glad I stocked up on L'Occitane) made me feel a little bit better though. It was pretty horrible though. I felt like I was just pushing myself to go from day to day, and couldn't make any efforts to do anything more that school and work. It was tough. Knock on wood that I don't get sick again. I'm wondering if my body is getting used to the N. American germs again. My first year in Europe was similar. I was sick, and a type of sickness that I'd never had before. It kept lingering...it was a persistent cough. I guess after that first bout, every time I get sick now, it follows the same sort of pattern. Mom thinks I've just got a pre-disposition for coughing.

I am living in downtown now. It is a lot more convenient from commuting everyday. The building is new, and I've always liked new things. I guess the space is sort of small, but It really isn't too bad. I think at first it was just an adjustment from a two bedroom apartment that I was used to. I have a wonderful view considering where I'm located. At least I like it. I'm looking out to a big pile of dirt which apparently will be turned into a park at some point. At least it's better than looking into someone else's unit. I also see the highway, which it quite calming for some reason. Watching the cars go by or traffic in rush hour. At night all the lights zooming by. I'm still a sucker for lights. I see the lake peeking out from behind a bunch of buildings, so that's fantastic as well. I also get full sunset sky, which is great. I hope to sit on my balcony when it warms up. Furniture is starting to pile up and I need to take some time for myself to really nest. One afternoon I did clean up my random junk, but I haven't decorated yet. I know it will be even more comfortable when this happens. I need to put aside some time for this.
A friend made a comment that I was still in tourist mode in my own city. It's true, and I'm not ashamed of it. Actually, I hope I will always be in tourist mode. I got home last night and thought a little bit more about the statement and it makes complete sense. Toronto is a huge city with lots of different areas with their own character. Lots is changing and I think for the better. For the past three years, I haven't been in the country. For the five years before that, I didn't live in Toronto either. And that would have been the time to really start to live it up. While I love snowstorms (I find them beautiful), I am looking forward to warmer weather and walking around and soaking in the city. Grad plans for sure - I hope I follow though with them.

I'm still going strong on my (new) Macbook. I have yet to upgrade my RAM, not because I don't feel the need, but I just haven't gotten around to going to the store. A the beginning I had problems with the keyboard freezing up, but apparently that was a common problem and a system update solved that. Or at least, I haven't had a problem since. The only problem that I have had is not touching the right part of the spacebar. It doesn't seem to always register. I guess the keyboard isn't as sensitive as the Dell computers which I have been using in the past. And sometimes my cursor will randomly jump to other parts of the page when I'm typing. That's a little bit annoying. I'm not sure if it's a computer problem or the touchpad being hyper-sensitive. All in all, the switch over wasn't too difficult, however I am using basic applications, so I guess I'm not the best person to say. There are certain things on webpages that I can't seem to do, which can often be annoying, but not enough that I desperately want to make the switch back. What my next computer will be? I'm not sure. Right now, I could go either way. PC, Mac not too big of a deal. I think the one thing that will make a difference will be in a year or two after this computer's gone through its paces. If it starts dying out, then I really don't care what I go with, but if it's still going strong, I may stay with Mac forever.

Speaking of my laptop, I made the trek out to Designer Fabrics to get inspired to make my own laptop cover. I haven't trekked my laptop around much, but the two times I did, I wrapped it in a pashmina. This is obviously not ideal. The basic black laptop sleeves are fine, but I was hoping for something more exciting. I was given a bunch of suggests for alternatives, but none of the ones that I saw grabbed my attention. Then, I figured it would be pretty easy to make a sleeve too. Just an envelope of sorts. Well, Designer Fabrics freaked me out. You really need to know what type of fabric you want going in there, because there's just too much to choose from. I was instantly intimidated. I'm still not sure what my next step is going to be - I definitely need a sleeve because I'm going to toting around my laptop more in the next little while, but the basic black...well, it's just a little too basic (says the girl in black - I guess I am all about the accents and accessories).

That's all I feel like writing right now. I do have to write a literature review afterall.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Happy New Year!

Have a great one!

Tosca

Went to the Canadian Opera Company's production of Tosca and loved it!
As Eszter Zumegi was ill, Yannick-Muriel Noah stepped in and made her debut as Tosca. I'm not an opera expert, but I still think that she did an excellent job. The audience was very supportive and she seemed to be very well received by the group. It must have been such an amazing feeling for her. I'll be happy to follow this young artist and see where her career takes her.
The COC has special tickets available at a lower price for persons under the age of 30, so I decided to give it a try even though I knew that the seating would be limited to certain sections and availability. As I purchased my tickets within the first 5 minutes of this block of tickets being opened up, I thought that I would have a pretty good chance of getting the best seats of the section, so I was surprised when I ended up with one of the middle seats in the very last row of the house on the upper level. I figured this would be a good way to test my opinion of the Four Seasons Centre for the Performing Arts. Well, my seat had an unobstructed view of the orchestra pit and the entire stage, so from that regard, it was completely fine. If you're afraid of heights, this wouldn't be the best place to be, as the seating is quite pitched (as most opera houses are). My only complaint would be not being able to make out facial expressions of the performers, but that's to be expected of such a seat I suppose. The subtitles were projected above the stage, and I'm vaguely blind, so sometimes I couldn't read the text, but I would think that the average person wouldn't have a problem with it.
The Opera for a New Age tickets are a great deal compared to the price of a regular ticket - but again, you need to realize that you don't have access to any of the good seats. As much as I'm attending the show to appreciate the music, I really enjoy seeing the performance, so I personally would dish out the cash to get better seats.
The show was sold out, however I did see some no-shows and others that showed up after the first intermission.
Just like the National Ballet, there is a pre-talk about the production which I would highly recommend. It's always nice to get insight about the production regardless of how much you (think you) know about the piece.
The opera is also a great place to people watch. It's interesting to see the mixture of people that attend the opera, even if it is skewed a little bit from the average population. Being as superficial as I am (there has to be a better word to describe it), it's interesting to see how people interpret opera-appropriate attire. From those who must be season ticket holders, to those on a special date, a night out with friends, a "fancy" outing, a cultural event with the family, to those who believe that opera is accessible to all. I make no judgements about people (okay, maybe I do), I just find it really interesting. I particularly enjoy pocket-squares. Yum.
Intermission is always a chance to people watch, mingle and be seen. I don't know if I ever got around to writing about my experience watching Rigoletto in London but I was so intrigued to see people having meals during the intermission. I wasn't surprised by the champagne, wine and San Pellegrino being served in various rooms, but all of sudden plates of sandwiches, tables of full course meals and dessert settings appeared, each with names attached to them. Obviously pre-ordering is necessary and I would like to go on record to say THAT would be such a lovely evening out. I just never noticed it my first time watching the Royal Opera as I decided to hop across the street to Marks and Spencer and pick up a yummy treat.
Back to Toronto. The FSC is a beautiful location. It's beautiful on the inside and it's beautiful on the outside (looking inside) as well.
The opera itself was wonderful. Again, I know a little bit about operas, but my knowledge is rather limited, so I can't really comment on the quality of the production. I don't know how composers do it, but in every opera that I've studied/heard/seen there's at least one aria which just me all choked up. Even before the singer gets going...the orchestral introductions are already pulling me in.
Today also marked another snowstorm (yes, the last one was actually worthy of people freaking out...it just took awhile to get going) and after the opera, I got that fabulous happy feeling. I wanted to tell everyone around me how happy I was. I was smiling. I was making patterns in the snow with my Camper boots. The snow was so fluffy. I even walked to Nathan Phillips Square and stared and smiled. Anyone want to go skating sometime?
I secretly hope that I don't have to go to work tomorrow because I've got lots of other things that I can do instead. I suppose getting some sleep just in case I need to go in would be helpful.
Anyway, the message you want to take out of this post - opera = fantastic. Even if you're not a fan...try to go. If you're under 30, you've got a cheap seat waiting for you.

Friday, February 01, 2008

What's wrong with Toronto?

So the "snowstorm" hit. My work called me this morning to let me not to come in which prompted me to sleep for another 5 hours. That was nice. And now the university is closed so I don't have to go in to deal with my other work.
From my vantage point high up about downtown, I don't see what the big deal is.
The storm had better get a lot worse like they say it will or else Torontonians have just turned into big wimps.
I think I'll venture out and go shopping. Hopefully those little stores decided to come into work.

Whistler Blackcomb

Before coming back from Vancouver, I did the drive up to Whistler Blackcomb for a day on the slopes.
I don't know if I'll ever go back to those little bumps around Collingwood.
The drive was beautiful, except getting up so early wasn't really my cup of tea.
It sucked that it was snowing, and windy and cold. No visibility. Grey. I hate these conditions.
Regardless, I still got my short skis (at some point I have to try snowblades) and got a little lecture from a ski instructor in the shop about the necessity of poles. *Scoff*. After a couple runs, I realized that the snow in Whistler definitely requires the use of poles. Well, not really, but it makes it a LOT easier. That snow is dense. I couldn't bop around as easily as I would have liked.
Oh, did you know that 46% of the staff are from Australia? And it was Australia Day that day. They come out in full force and proud of it. There was also some sort of theme day were a lot of the lifties were wearing retro fluorescent onesies. Classic.
Anyway, the runs were nice and long. Similar to Zermatt and all the other non-Collingwood places I've been to. I've never experienced Zermatt in bad weather. Does it happen? I know that some of the gondolas there don't work in windy weather, so maybe I've just never been high enough on those yucky days to experience gross conditions. It's always gross up at the very top before you go over to the Italian side...that's where you just bomb down and get the heck out of there as fast as possible. Seriously, that run is only used to get to Italy...unless you want to be strange and take the super long t-bar. But it's so much higher than Whistler, so I understand why it would be so windy and cold. Or maybe Zermatt's so high that the sun's always out. You're above the clouds and crappiness. And the sun is soooooo warm. No need to bundle up too much.
Yep, Whistler (I don't think was went to Blackcomb that day) was fine. I'm just a little bit of a wimp. Sitting on those chair lifts (without the bubble dome!) were the worst. Someone told me that Whistler's pretty much always like what I experienced. I wouldn't last that long out there. I found it really difficult to read the snow. I had to rely on muscle memory and trust my instincts and reflexes. Sometimes a little scary.
I didn't really get a chance to walk around the town. I did notice the Lululemon however. I should have known. We were off to our next adventure, so couldn't stay for a sit down or walk about. I'll have to go back to soak in the vibe of the town.
Everyone we met were tourists. I guess Whistler is really the dream destination for hardcore skiers from all over the world.
It was super snowy when we left. Not so much fun driving. And there's a lot of construction going on right now leading up to the 2010 Olympics (I'm sooooo excited already!) where they're turning the current 2 lane road between the city and the resort to a four lane highway. Couple that with winding roads, crazy terrain and the fact that it got dark really quickly and those loonies don't put any street lights to guide you (I guess I"m too much of a city driver). It was slow and steady the whole way back to Vancouver.
Still, I had a great time. I'm so glad that I'd experienced Whistler. I would go back again. Heck, I would go skiing again. Maybe I'd just mentally prepare myself for the non-favorable conditions first.

Forecast

They're forecasting a huge snowstorm to hit. Sometime while we're all supposed to be sleeping - I'll go to bed soon, don't worry.
I hope it's a good storm. Good enough to pull out the moon boots.
It'll be soooooo good.
People are freaking out about it though. I know of people who've already cancelled work for tomorrow. Or are stressed out about whether or not they have to show up. RELAX. You live in Toronto. You should be used to snowstorms by now - if you're a spaz about weather, go live in Vancouver or something. *Smirk*
It hasn't started snowing yet - I wouldn't be surprised if it doesn't even happen. No offense weather people, but I don't take you guys seriously too often.

Missing the Prix

The Prix de Lausanne is in full swing. I sorta miss it. Karen Kain is back on the jury - woot woot for Canadian presence. Too bad there are no Canadian candidates.
I like this added feature this year. Getting more and more hi-tech. I can't wait to see the vids from the finals.
Sigh.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Juno

Just got home from watching Juno.
See, it's gotten a lot of press recently, and I'm not sure if it's because leading starlet Ellen Page is Canadian or because it's a good movie (that has gotten 4 Academy Award nominations).
I'm a little confused about what I think of the movie. The fact that I didn't hate it means that it couldn't be all too bad because that's usually how I feel about movies, but I didn't love the movie, so well, that's never the best either.
I enjoyed the quick witted banter. That was the best part for me. I felt like the actors did a good job with their respective roles, although I'm not really sure that Ms. Page did an Oscar worthy performance. It was good, but not the best thing I've ever seen. I thought Jennifer Garner was quite convincing in her role.
I was thrown off by the obvious effort at teenaged slang at the beginning of the movie, because I consider myself quite lingo-forward and I thought that it was a little bit too forced and over exaggerated for who the character turned out to be. They seemed to scale back a bit as the movie went on, which I appreciated. Either that, or I just got used to it.
I thought certain sections/plot lines weren't flushed out enough. Or I wanted to read into certain parts of it, hoping that there was more symbolism in objects or sentences, but it was a pretty literal movie, so that didn't work out so well.
I thought each of the characters were well cast and at the same time did a good job portraying their respective roles.
I didn't really know anything about the movie before seeing it. Vague idea of the plot line, but more went to watch it because of the buzz it was getting. About 15 minutes in, I clued into the fact that it had played at TIFF07, but it must not have gotten any serious recognition because it wasn't on my radar. Strange.
Anyway, I'd recommend the movie. It's quite amusing, I'm sure most people will love it, I'm just not sure why I am not head over heels.
Oh, and the soundtrack was splendid. As was the costume and set design. Ensemble cast = splendid.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Notes from Vancouver

I don't think that there are seagulls in Europe. They look really bizarre for some reason. Or maybe I've seen too many pigeons recently because these seagulls seem like giants. This one had a neck which was the same width as its body and it was abnormally long too.

I miss mountains.

Can't wait to go to Whistler on Saturday!

I turned down "Prague" because I felt a loyalty to "Vancouver". Do I regret it? I don't think so, but I'm confused about next year.

The hunt for a winter coat continues. I think that I'll have to wait until next year.

The hunt for boots also continues. There are too many slouchy boots this season, and I found a beautiful pair on super sale, but do I really need a pair of slouchy boots? I don't have any, but how often to I expect to wear leggings? I am NOT going to skinny pants route. I refuse. And they're suede - Toronto has an obsession with salt. This shouldn't be a dilemma, but it is. I want a simple boot. Remember my Hermes incident? The perfect boot. I found another perfect boot. Laboutin. Crap. Ankle version on super sale for $829 (I wish taxes were included - wait, no, that probably wouldn't make any difference). Calf version on super sale for ~$1000 Ugh. Why does this always happen?

I am definitely a bag person. I need help.

Classics

Sigh - here's a wonderful trip down memory lane.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

I feel old

Well turns out Saturday night is when friends of tenants use up the visitor parking in the building because it's free and it's relatively close to the entertainment district.
And the elevator smells like bad cologne.
And girl with hoochie outfits are waiting in the lobby for their friends.
Ugh.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Have you ever wondered..

Or have you ever noticed in subway stations how the floor is usually a smooth tile, but there seems to be a rougher tile which snakes a path around the station?
I re-noticed it today and thought of the train stations in Switzerland with something similar except that the path there has a lot more deeper grooves which run parallel to the direction of the path on it. I never know what they were for (I was pretty sure that they weren't part of the aesthetic design of the station, especially since each station had it and the Swiss are pretty good about making things functional. Anyway, one day, I finally saw what the paths were for. He was almost knocking people over, he was going so fast, but I watched as a blind man used the grooves of the path to guide his white cane along. Moving so fast he obviously trusted where the path would take him and that it wasn't a coincidence that his cane was stuck in one of the grooves. Some of the corners were pretty sharp, so other commuters had to leap out of the way so as to not get hit. Maybe he was late for his train. It was a revelation.
The blind TTC commuters in my memory have not used the path in a similar manner. Perhaps the stations are smaller and they feel comfortable enough not to need to use the pre-designated route (assuming that's what it's for).

Amarula

There are lots of Amarula ads on the TTC streetcars that I take. I forget if they are all over the subway as well. Regardless, while I'm slightly perturbed at the extent of their advertising it amuses me every time I see them because I think of all the drunk and hallucinating elephants wandering around Africa after eating the fruit. While in Kenya, the locals were telling us about the effect of eating the marula fruit and we all laughed.

Ugly Betty

Well, I've found a new show to watch. I'd run out of my regulars and just needed something on in the background that wasn't too intense and wasn't too long (so no movies), and this is the result. I'm at Episode 6 of Season 1 so far. I enjoy it enough to keep going - we'll see if the season finale makes it worth continuing on into Season 2. I guess the one thing about being so behind is that no one's talking about it and so no one's going to ruin the rest of the season for me. At least I hope not. I would be very upset if they did.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Bergo

I just got back from Bergo. I don't believe that I have an ounce of interior design talent in me, but for some reason, I really appreciate it. I love the creativity in the pieces. The lines. The colours. The stuff is so slick. I think it would be really easy for me to accumulate things for the home. I started collecting items before I was earning my own paycheck (and that was a loooong time ago). I remember going through a phase of loving tumblers.
Anyway, I was in the store for a long time. Looking at every single item. Of course there were tons of things there that I would love to have or would love to give away as gifts (might as well spread the fabulousness).
Sentimental me loved seeing products from the design houses that I've come to love including Bodum, Alessi and Pylones. I even saw my Iittala vase which is still sitting in its paper and ribboned box.
What a great store.
You know, I realized that there are more and more of these stores that bring together the best of the best in a particular genre and don't just sell their own "label". As I was walking another store in the area, I was thinking how great it would be to be that person who's sole job is to shop and find the best and most sumptuous items. Yes, I know that this job exists, but I'm not ready to make a complete 360 in my life and go that route.

Monday, January 07, 2008

New favorite

The barosaurus is the coolest thing ever!!! If you don't love the new Dino Gallery at the ROM, you are officially crazy. And Dr. David Evans looks like he's 20 years old.

Insider scoop: Keep your fingers crossed if you want to see Terracotta Warriors. 2010. If it doesn't work out, you'll have to settle for a bunch of gold.

Go figure

I'm looking for a pair of black high-heeled boots that won't look odd if worn under pants (I'm not embracing the skinny jeans fad). An ankle boot is not sufficient for snowy days so those are definitely off of my list of potentials.
I am also searching for a black wool/cashmere coat.
Seeing as how it's end of season, I thought that maybe I'd get lucky and find the best items ever on sale. That, and I never had the chance to go shopping in the past 3 months. Or at least, I didn't make time for it.
Today, I did the Bloor Street circuit. I finally summoned the courage to go into the posh boutiques. Yes, I've talked about how it's completely normal to go into these stores in Europe regardless of what your look like and how much money you have, but Toronto and Torontonians are a little bit different.
Well, it's easy to predict the results. I found what I'm looking for in Hermes. They were beautiful. The boots were over $2000 and the coat was on a mannequin so I don't know how much it cost. I also fell in love with a bag (the fact that I love a bag isn't surprising, the fact that it's from Hermes is) and a beautiful hat as well. I was also pleasantly surprised at how politely I was treated in the store.
Louis Vuitton was a lot colder and I was ignored throughout the duration of my visit there. I was surprised that although blatantly ignored, I was left alone on the second floor with no sales staff or security guard present. There was a nice coat there as well (brown), but I wouldn't think of buying the coat cause, well, it's LV and I've always had a little bit of disliking for the ugly monogrammed items. The visits to the Champs Elysees store quickly made me realize that LV does produce some BEAUTIFUL clothes, but it's not like I'm considering getting them anyway. The coat was $2010 which I predict o be a lot more affordable than the Hermes.
I also ventured into Ports International and enjoyed some of the things I saw there. Actually, I was surprised at some of the designs. For some reason I thought it was more of a classic company.

TCS&CC

I entered the Toronto Cricket Skating and Curling Club today for the first time. I was disappointed that I didn't run into any (skating) celebs, but I did feel like I was in the presence of greatness. The rink was B-U-T-ful. I could skate in there everyday. It made me miss the freeskating. Jumping especially. One day, I'll get the courage to jump in my dance blades. At least my low rent ones have two picks. I'll switch back to FS blades in the future after my skating career is over (for the second time).
It was funny (for me, at least) to see the members walking around in their tennis, cricket and workout gear. Sitting at the bar and having a cold one. What a world.
Whatever. The rink was amazing. So much character. So much history. Sigh, I miss boardless rinks. Ice Galaxy, I'll be back soon.
I still miss my freebie TCS&CC pen that I got in my loot bag from competing in my second Interclub competition (back when getting to that level was a BIG deal) which I lost in high school. It was a generic light blue BIC pen, but it had TCS&CC stamped on it. Best pen ever.

American Gladiators

OMG, it's back. I'm not ashamed to admit that I loved this show in it's original form back in the early-90s. Heck, I loved watching the re-runs that would magically appear every so often. I'm also not ashamed to admit that I watched the full two hour season premiere of the new version. I can't say that I necessarily enjoy Hulk Hogan as the host, but I do like watching goodies like "the gauntlet", "powerball", "joust", "pyramid", "the wall", "assault"..."the eliminator". They've got a couple new events and seem to have lost a couple (remember that one where they're strapped to a bungee cord and have to pull balls down from a velcro covered pole?) The new Gladiators are not as cool looking at the original gang (nor are their outfits), although "Wolf" and "Hellga" (yes - two L's and complete with pigtails and a pleated skirt) are quite amusing.
If you ever watch the show, please stay tuned for the credits. If they have the same credits as the season premiere, I guarantee a couple more moments of extra fun.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Christian Laboutin

I put on my first pair of Laboutin's today. They were a ridiculously high stiletto heeled ankle boot in chocolate brown. I had/have no intention of getting them (even though they were on sale), but I was wearing the right footwear to try stuff on and they had my size on the floor so I slipped it on. Sure, they were so high that I was walking on my toes (no, not the balls of the feet where heels put you, I was pretty much on pointe) and that wasn't the most comfortable, but looking in the mirror, well, it was beautiful. Laboutin's aren't "Laboutin's" for nothing.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Made the big switch

A couple days ago, under the supervision of expert eyes, I took the plunge and stepped away from the PC world. I purchased a MacBook.
I'm finally opening the box to prepare for the big tutorial session tomorrow night. PCs, my muscle memory will miss you.

Bookmarked

I've recently added this to my bookmarks. I'm way too skeptical - everyone looks so perfectly posed. I believe that everyday people can create outfits that look this good (sigh, not as much in Toronto), but I guess, well, I'm sure the photographer gets his subjects to really work the camera.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Who needs a TV?

I'm back online, which means I'm back on track with Grey's Anatomy and have finished all of the remaining episodes of Project Runway Canada.
I have to figure out what show I'm going to latch onto next.

Everyone had the right to be inspired

A national pilot project at the Hershey Centre at the beginning of December has inspired me even more to move up the ladder.
I know I have no control over how far I can go - but darn it, I'm going to try to push it as much as I can.

Experience

It is my experience that Torontonians find Moon Boots a little bizarre. Darn. As proud of them as they are, I don't completely like the feeling of being an anomaly.

Winter coat

I need a new winter coat.
I was toying with the idea of getting a parka (my body hasn't re-acclimatized itself to Canadian winters yet), but after being bombarded with people wearing North Face and Canada Goose parkas everywhere, I'm not so sure. Oh, and I forgot to mention the countless TNA (from Aritzia) ones roaming the streets as well. Sure, they keep you warm, but I just don't know.
I'm hoping to find a fabulous wool (dare I say, cashmere?) coat somewhere. I'm vaguely interested in researching Mackage a little bit more. I was hoping to be inspired by Holt's (but to no avail).
I want that perfect coat.

Merry belated Christmas

Hope everyone had a great Christmas!
I've got to get around to taking pictures of all the decorations all over town before they disappear. Since I've returned to Canada, I've taken less and less pictures. It's disappointing. My digital camera is consistently having problems, so that in itself is a hindrance, but I'm always a little bit more self-conscious about snapping shots here in "normal life" compared to the "European experience". I should change that perception.
Due to various other commitments, I didn't have a chance to get caught up in the holiday shopping hype (both good and bad - apparently there was a line up in front of Tiffany & Co on a couple days leading up to C-day and that the customers were pretty gender imbalanced), but while doing some last minute shopping on Christmas eve, I'm pretty sure that I bumped into (literally) Ryan Gosling. I'm really bad at spotting stars (unless it's skating related), but for some reason, when we made eye contact after we almost knocked each other over (my fault, I was looking into a store instead of looking where I was walking) for some reason, I just thought it might be him. Now if anyone's a celebrity buff and is in the loop about these things, let me know if he was in the city at this time. This guy was sporting the scruffy beard, blue jeans and a black peacoat with the collar turned up. No shopping bags or anything. I decided to get stalkerish and look on a fan website to see if it said anything about him being in Toronto, and I did see a photo taken of Ryan from Dec 12th. Less facial hair (seems plausible that in 12 days it grew to what I remember) but wearing a black peacoat. Hmmm.

Back online

Just letting you know that I'm back online and hope to get writing again soon.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Update

I'm taking a break from blogging for little bit. I will try to start up around the New Year or so. I'm concentrating on getting into the grove of all the other things going on in my life right now, so I'm letting this commitment slide a bit for now. I'll update my bio at some point too. I'll also get around to finishing off all of the travel posts that are missing. Just because I'm not in Europe doesn't mean I don't have stuff to say, I just need to focus on some other things right now.
I promise I'll be back - hopefully complete interest in my small collection of readers won't be lost by then.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Mental note

Be here with a camera friday night. I'll be the one wishing she was part of the action, but not daring enough to do so.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Confusion is always fun

See, the bonus of living in a high rise building is that you may be subject to 6.45am (it was really precise) fire alarms. Never fun when you're not a morning person and well, had your alarm clock set to a later time.
And well, you're not really sure if it's really the fire alarm because there are so many random sensor things attached to your ceiling. Oh and it's not like you're left any appliance on that will cause burning and you unit seems to be smoke feel and smelling normal. And since you've woken up, the carbon monoxide probably isn't the problem.
You're wandering around your unit, completely confused and trying to figure out how to turn it off before your neighbours (who probably haven't even moved in yet because there are flyers sitting in front of their door that have been there for days) complain about you (too used to the uptight Swiss folks - I was told to take off my high heeled shoes imediately after entering my apartment because they made too much noise on the floor and that the people below wouldn't like it. The person who complained lived on the same floor as me.) There's some weird panel by the front door which reads, "touch to silence", but it's not like there's a button to press or anything. I feel like I'm pushing a fake device only put there to try to calm you down if you're about to burn into oblivion.
I'm putting on big sweats over my PJs because I'm still not really sure if I'm supposed to be running for my life. I peer out the peephole to the same sight as per usual - an extremely well lit hall. Still looking and feeling like I just woke up (go figure), I crack open the door to see if anyone else on the floor as wandering around confused. Nope. Makes sense, especially if no one in my hallway has moved in yet. I do realize that the whole building is ringing and not just in my own unit. Doesn't necessarily make me feel better.
I'm flipping through the property manual that I'd actually sat down and took the time to read the day I moved in to find the phone number for the front desk and remind myself that I need to get on ordering a land line. I guess that cell phone I got for emergencies was a good thing - except when the 24 concierge doesn't pick up their phone during business hours and I'm send to an answering machine. I bet that the answering machine directs will put me through in an emergency (they book says to call in emergency) but luckily for me, the alarm stops before I hear any more of the message.
Still confused I cautiously return to bed, wondering if I'm safe afterall.

Turns out someone was stuck in an elevator or something (the nighttime concierge didn't know details of the story - which is a little disconcerting, I would have thought there would be a memo to all workers that day as I'm sure I'm not the only one who asked about it) and the result is a building-wide alarm for some reason or another. If there was really an emergency and evacuation was necessary, we would be notified through the speaker system (explains all of the speakers in the ceiling of my unit). I'm told, in case of an alarm, stay calm, stay in my unit and wait for further instruction. Good to know.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Pondering about people

- Why is it that people insist on taking pictures with a flash at events where photography isn't allowed? Upon entering the facility, you are told the rules. You are even reprimanded by on-site staff, yet you continue this bad behavior. English isn't your first language, so this could be the cause of communication errors, but I don't find that a good excuse. It's called show etiquette people. Same kind of issue with the people who stand beside "no picture" or "no flash photography" signs in museums and disobey. Grrrr.

- Watched a plain clothed lady standing by the token vending machines at Union Station selling tokens to those waiting in line. Kudos to her for arriving during peak afternoon rush hour. Was she making profit because she'd bought the tokens in bulk or before the last fare-hike? Should/would the TTC care that she was there? Did any of those approached think she was trying to scam them? Did they go with it to get en route faster? Were they just stereotypically nice Canadians trying to help out a lady trying to get rid of extra tokens? About 10 minutes of watching her resulted in at least 30 transactions.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

People are fascinating

I love people watching and trying to figure out how people tick.

Two recent events:

1. I was with a group of people doing an individual activity which was supposed to get us to focus. On a piece of paper was a 10x10 grid with two digit numbers (00 to 99) labelled in each box randomly. You were to cross out the boxes one at a time in order from smallest to largest. It was a timed event. I finished mine and watch the people around me finish theirs. It was interesting to see the different techniques and strategies used. The body language and posture. Frantic, calm and everywhere in between.

2. Taking the Spadina streetcar south at the end of morning rush hour. Waiting in the extremely long line at Spadina station, it was apparent that there was some kind of delay. We were there for quite some time before 5 cars came in a row. Watching how lines formed. Some single file, others clumped. Dirty looks and pushing forward even when cars hadn't arrived yet. Frantic looks to cellphones and watches, reading and leaning against walls. Someone comments loudly to no one in particular about the price hike in a couple of weeks and how it doesn't reflect the service provided. It's a very mixed group of passengers, age, gender, race. The streetcars arrive to cheers and jeers alike. Claustrophobic people - beware. The first car is full and the doors are ready to close and a teacher yells at the half of her student group that got on the car to get off. There is an exchange of bodies, and words as well. The doors are closing and a couple people arrive out of nowhere to push in front of the door and yell some strange words to the driver hoping to get on board. Car number two arrives and I'll be getting on this one. Someone asks the person beside them not to push. Others push back. We're on and the driver's getting ready to go so he voices on the loudspeaker that passengers need to step up off the stairs for the vehicle to move. Passengers oblige and we're off. First stop en route, a couple people jostle to get off and too many want to get on. There is a problem with communication at the front with a passenger not stepping up and while the driver is calmly trying to explain the situation, a couple other passengers further back yell instructions. Rudely. We're moving again, but now more passengers are tittering. Laughing, sighing, quipping and trying to make light of the situation in general. Rude lady Number 1 almost hacks up a lung. A medical practitioner beside me (I eavesdropped on her cell phone conversation to her secretary while in line at the Spadina station) rolls her eyes. More barely audible comments which are created loud enough to get a reaction are uttered. A moment of connection between complete strangers and then life goes on, people go their separate ways.

Fascinating.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Trying to look on the bright side (until situations change)

So one good thing about commuting crazy distances, sometimes through areas that I haven't been exposed to in the past three years and I think are more extreme in certain ways is that I get to eavesdrop on teenaged banter.
Teenagers are so facinating. How they act and react. How they present themselves. How they articulate their feelings. The constant word garbage.
I miss my kids.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Mystery of the game show solved

While flipping TV channels in Europe, I would invariably come across a game show. I've seen similar incarnations in Italian, French and German among other languages in my travels.
I could never quite understand what was going on. The contestant is picking from numbered boxes (the French version had different French city names instead of numbers), hoping not to get 1 million euros (or whatever currency it was). I figured out that the goal was to get really crappy amounts of money, as those amounts would be crossed off a big list of possible prizes. The confusion on my part was what amount the contestant would win if they stopped before all of the boxes were open and also why there were two columns for the prize amounts. There was always a old school telephone in a table which would ring and the host would be told some message to be passed on to the contestant. Usually the contestant ended up in tears. The boxes were opened by average looking people who didn't seem to have any prize incentive for being there.
I finally figured out that it's just Deal or No Deal.

Marc Jacobs does it again

His lateness I mean, not his ability to make amazing accessories and shoes.
At the Spring/Summer 2008 Louis Vuitton show, he was an hour late (which I guess is better than the two hours at his own RTW show in New York) which for the snotty French folks, was not a good thing.
And yeah, he couldn't even redeem the tardiness with a great collection. Barf. I hate the LV monogram even more. Last time I went to their showroom, I saw some beautiful coats and other classic items, but this collection - yuck.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Don't spoil it!

Well, it's official, I'm closing my ears to Grey's Anatomy until I can get a source for downloaded versions on DVD (the computer I'm currently using has no sound) or until the season comes out on DVD legally.
I was lucky enough to catch last week's episode (#2) while I was in Vancouver, but I didn't get a chance to watch it tonight and don't think that I'll be able to be in front of a TV at 9pm on Thursdays for awhile to come.
So yeah, for those you are still watching, I hope it's good, but you'd better not ruin it for me. Unfortunately I'm not a continent away from the gossip, so I'll really have to stay in a bubble.

Free Musical Celebration in Honour of Richard Bradshaw

Darn it, I can't make it, but hopefully you can.
Richard Bradshaw, Director General of the Canadian Opera Company died suddenly this past August, and the COC is holding a FREE concert on Thursday, November 1st in his honour.
Tickets are available as of Saturday, October 27 beginning at 8 a.m. Tickets are limited to two per person and must be accepted as assigned. Tickets are not
replaceable.
What's better than (free) beautiful music in a beautiful new concert hall commemorating the life of a beautiful man.
Hope you can make it!

Louise Bourgeois' Maman

Canada does have some pretty amazing things.
When I went to Ottawa, I was so impressed with the Galleries and Museum that they had there. Toronto has a lot of catching up to do - I guess since there's been such a big renovation with places in the city, things are looking up. I'm looking forward to visiting the new and improved Gardiner Museum, of course the Royal Ontario Museum looks finished on the outside, but it's nowhere close to being finished on the inside and the Art Gallery of Ontario just closed for it's big transformation.
Anyway, the point of this post is to say that Louise Bourgeois' massive spider sculpture is back on display at the Tate Modern in London. It'll be there until January 20th, 2008. The link to Canada is that there is a bronze version of Maman outside of the National Gallery of Canada in Ottawa.
I love sculpture. I find it fascinating. Thank goodness I'm not afraid of spiders, because this piece is so imposing that it probably wouldn't be a good scene. I love the proportion of the legs to its body. Ronald Weasley would be freaking out if he saw it.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

What's up with that?


Okay, in the past couple days, I've seen at least three Vietnamese Pho restaurants which use an earringless La Vache Qui Rit picture. I swear it's the same cow.


Update: I get it now. Someone explained it to me.



- picture courtesy of www.lavachequirit.com

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Grey's Anatomy - Season 4 Premiere

Well, I just finished watching the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy at pretty much the same time as everyone else. It was the first time that I had to sit through a whole hour for one episode.
See, I only started watching the show in January 2007 courtesy of DVD box sets. In six months I watched all three seasons, sans commercials. I even caught a couple episodes from Season 3 in French on the TV (they're not that behind on the old continent), but even those weren't a full hour, there was maybe one break for a short commercial, but even that I'm not too sure about.
I was so frustrated with the commercials. They just kept going and going.
Good thing is that I probably won't have time to watch the show live anymore, so I'm hoping to just catch up at the end of it all when the DVD's come out, or when someone gives me all the episode courtesy of the world wide web on a CD. Europeans know where it's at - no commercials!
Anyway, nothing too interesting happened in the episode. It was good, but nothing mindblowing.

Marc Jacobs RTW Spring 2008

In the past three years, I've become girly and started caring about fashion. I guess that's what Europe does to you.
Anyway, I still think it would be such an incredible experience to see a fashion show, but I'm pretty sure it's not going to happen. One can always dream...
So yeah, Marc Jacobs' RTW Spring 2008 show in New York had people buzzing for a couple reasons. Among them, 'cause the show was uber late and people talked lots about him being all diva and with his personal struggles and the fact that fashion people are all slightly crazy, well it got out of hand. Also, the accessories of the show. Hello, bags and shoes!!! Swooon!
















Oh, and I've decided that I need a beautiful black clutch. Longish would be preferable.

- pictures courtesy of www.vogue.co.uk

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Normandy, France (May 17th-20th, 2007)

I knew this trip would be special. I thought that having done the Remembrance Day, WWI sights in Belgium was enough, but I was wrong. During/after a trip like this, you stand taller. You're proud to be Canadian. You appreciate those who have fought and are fighting for our country. You want to do something. Saying that it's a life-changing experience is pretty bold...but perhaps it's the truth.

I've never really known of a place (for me personally) that I felt like I needed to go to in my lifetime. I guess that's not entirely true. At some point, I would like to visit my family and see my heritage. I guess that's the same idea - so many people come to Normandy to see and visit the beaches, cemeteries, museums and memorials. I guess these people are seeing their family and their heritage. So I do understand.

Upon arriving to Caen, we went to visit the Caen Memorial Museum. This museum was huge, and would require a pretty good chunk of time to go through. It's heavy stuff. There are some excellent films to see and a range of expositions, going through all of history. The history of war. Lots
of different insights and perspectives. Very up-to-date as well. Highlights (it doesn't feel right to call them that) include pieces of the Berlin Wall and Fragments of the Twin Towers. This museum may have been the best one that I've visited. Ever.

They have this one abnormally wide road in Caen. It's perfect for the trams in the city so that there's room for the tracks separate from the car lanes. I could just feel, the reason this road existed was for the tanks to drive along. And when you see pictures of places you've been, looking exactly the same, yet in black and white, with dirt or stone roads instead of pavement, and with tanks instead of cars. It becomes so real. I'm so lucky to have never seen any of these things in person, so it's hard to imagine it...but just like I've learned from pedagogy classes, when you can put something into context of something that you've experienced it stays with you. You've learned it forever.



The next day, the first stop on our day of _________ (how can one word do justice?) was the Canadian cemetery. You know, I'm not sure what I was expecting, but it was set up very much like the site in Ypres for World War I.

























The Juno Beach Centre felt like I was home. We'd walked along the beaches to get there, and it's a great time to reflect. And to imagine. No, that's the wrong word - imagine seems too "make believe", visualize might be better. You visualize the landings. You visualize the fear. You visualize the courage. It's right in front of you, the distance that they had to cover before there was any chance that you could catch your breath and not be seen for a moment or two. I felt so exposed.
Looking up at the dunes and at the other locations, it was worse - cliffs. You can't even see what you're up against. If you think about it, if you really think about it, the bloodshed was inevitable. It's the number of hearts against the number of bullets. I can't even...
Oh, for anyone who knows of a university student who might want an amazing experience, the Centre hires students to work there. Our guide was an Ottawa University student who would be studying to get his B.Ed (I/S level, French) the upcoming September. While walking the Centre, I just felt like telling everyone I was Canadian.

When we got to The Normandy American Cemetery and Memorial, I knew this was the real deal. Hopefully no reads my writing like I take it all very lightly, it's just sometimes things don't hit you until...something. This was like what you see in all of those American feature films. Crosses. Row upon row. Even in the John McRae poem, In Flander's Fields. It's something that we're brought up with in Canadian culture. So a certain extent, that's why the cemeteries in Belgium,
while of course the sheer volume had an impact, it just, I don't know. For me, seeing those crosses hit.
We were steps from the beach. "Omaha" by code name. The Americans wanted to bury their soldiers as close to where they fell as possible. Walking through,
getting to know those who fought. There were so many who fell the day they landed. The movie, Saving Private Ryan was inspired by two soldiers who are buried in this Cemetery. There are two Roosevelts in the cemetery. One is a WWI soldier who was relocated to be closer to his relative. He is the only non WWII soldier buried here. On the way out of the cemetery, we were honoured to see the flags being brought down for the night. Carried away by a veteran. For someone who has a bad memory, I still remember the visit so clearly in my mind. I'm not the most eloquent in the best situations, and trying to put into words an experience like this is proving to be pretty much impossible. Really, words cannot describe an experience like this. I'm glad I can share my pictures.




The final cemetery that was visited was a German cemetery.






It was interesting to see the similarities between the cemeteries from the WWI and from WWII.






The headstones, style, mass grave...again, I don't know why I would expect anything different.







Between visiting different cemeteries, we visited various battle sights. Of course I know that the war happened, and that tanks roamed the land and huge guns littered the area, but when
you see it...when you really see it there. You can imagine where the boats landed. You see the craters created by the bombs. The remnant guns look like something out of a sci-fi movie or a computer game. Yes, it happened, but you never expect it to look so...horrible.






Oh, I experienced quicksand. It was really interesting. You don't sink too quickly, and just like it's
supposed to, you sink the more you move. It is possible to get yourself out, you just have to do it slowly, deliberately and carefully. On such a serious day, I have to admit, it was kinda fun playing in the stuff and doing wild and zany things while being stuck. And then you realize that
just where you're playing...nothing changes. It's still the Normandy Beaches.










Mont St. Michel has nothing to do with WWI, but visiting it is a magical experience, so it fits right in.





This beautiful cathedral was built after an angel descended multiple times to tell this special guy to build the place.







After having the angel's finger burn a hole through his forehead, he finally built it.




Anyway, the place is crazy cool because of the tides. At low tide, you can walk on the sand right up to the "mountain". A guide is definitely












recommended for this, because quicksand sucks if you don't know where to go. At high tide the one lane highway is pretty much the only way to get to
Mont St. Michel, and you have to get dropped off because the parking lots are underwater. No joke. The tides change pretty quickly however. We arrived at high tide, and just 15 minutes after we arrived you could already make out the painted grid on the parking lot.





















The last night in Caen, I walked around town and was amazed by the beautiful buildings and lighting. Europeans do it right. Maybe I'm not close enough to the actionin the T-dot to actually see what's up, but they way they care about how their monuments and buildings look on the old continent. It's great.

On the way back to Neuch, we had a free afternoon in Paris. It was a sunday, so I had to make due with gazing longingly into all my fav stores (Repetto, anyone?). I did though, use to opportunity to beef up my Amelie obsession.



It's M. Collignon's shop! Wheeeeeeeee!